Sunday, April 30, 2006
After watching yet another show with touching ending.
I somewhat recall the time when ling er parents ask me to marry her.
I was ready then, very ready mentally but monetary wise I pretty much in the sinkhole.
I could only say no. It is not that I am not willing, neither is it because of my friends' pressure but more of I cannot provide her with whatever she might want. She might be happy just being with me, although she have to live frugally. But I being a MCP, still demanded to give her the best and I had yet to reach there yet.
Thinking back, I really wonder if then I had proposed to her, would things be better now? Would I have treasured her more? I really miss her I guess, when I saw the guy propose to the gal, my hearts do 2 reverse samersault and the first thing I remember is I am thinking of her.
Anemsia is gonna kill me soon, I hope she is thinking of me now unable to sleep just like me. But I hate to see that she suffer because of me. Sigh nothing much I can do I supposed.
5:41 AM
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